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Monday, November 21, 2011

May or May Not Monday

{May or May-Not Monday: where you can divulge the secrets of life's mishaps without feeling like a failure. So go on... own up. I may have...}


I may or may not have accidentally logged into Facebook under my account the other day while meaning to log into Kirk's to check my photography page. I may or may not have had a mix of excitement and sadness seeing friend's updates I hadn't seen in the last few months. I may or may not be reconsidering my hiatus.

I may or may not have changed my daughters very poopy diaper in a public restroom only to realize I did not have another one in my bag. This may or may not have caused me to have to pull her jeans up over her bare little butt while sprinting down the strip mall to a Rite Aid to buy emergency diapers. We may or may not have made it in time.

I may or may not have moved a giant shelf in our living room, with assistance from the Mr., only to realize that the level was off and the shelf hung at about a 1.5" slant. We may or may not have cussed. A lot.

I may or may not have completely forgotten about my son's classroom Thanksgiving feast today and my promise to bring the olives, until 8:00 last night. I may or may not have the best neighbor in the world who picked some up for me at the store. No, scratch that. I definitely have the best neighbor ever. 

I may or may not be contemplating taking on my first ever Black Friday sale to get myself some new socks, underwear, and bath towels.

Last but not least....
I may or may not be on Team Edward.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Favorite Blogs?


Ok ladies.....don't lie. I know several of you are blog whores. Dont feel attacked, Im not judging. In fact, I need your help! I just dont have the patience or ability to sit and click through craft blogs without feeling inadequet, overwhelemed with all the projects I would want to do, or end up hearing a baby crying and realize the one 3 hour chunk of time I had kid free was just sucked away and I had yet to shower, clean anything, do my devotions, etc. etc etc. So, a couple years ago I had to give up blogs. Not friends blogs, but craft/project/design blogs. I meander occasionally, but never really know what there good stuff is!

So, Im calling upon you ladies! What are your favorite craft blogs? Im finding I have some free time these days and would love to take on some fun projects. Not to mention it would be nice to be able to make gifts this Christmas instead of spending money we really dont have (ie not getting people gifts!) Dont be shy, show me your goods! I am begging to be on the "in circle"!

:)



Family Pictures

I posted a few weeks ago about our family pictures. Thought Id share a few of my favs here:) Like I mentioned before, poor Lydia was in sad spirits for some reason so she is very stoic. Good thing that little pout is cute!
Photos by Joli Photographie

























Monday, November 7, 2011

May or May Not Monday


Hopping on my friend Mindi's bandwagon.


{May or May-Not Monday: where you can divulge the secrets of life's mishaps without feeling like a failure. So go on... own up. I may have...}


-I may or may not have shamelessly sat on the couch every night of the past week and eaten ridiculous amounts of halloween candy. 


-I may or may not have washed my hair with Kirk's shampoo just to be able to smell him through out the day.

-I may or may not have served my children lasagna 3 nights in a row because we had so much left over and I couldn't think of anything to make that wouldn't leave us with just as many leftovers stacking up in the kitchen.

-I may or may not have already used Santa's naughty and nice list to get my eldest to start minding me again.

-I may or may not have seen one of the biggest bucks I've ever seen prance through the culdesac, followed by three different men in their pick ups making the loop to try and find out who's backyard he went into.

-I may or may not have driven across town to Wilco, rather than down the street to Lowes, for some sand paper while my dad was at my house, just to have a few extra kid free minutes.

-I may or may not have come back from running errands and sat in the car in silence for 40 minutes while both kids slept AT THE SAME TIME. Twice.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Old.


Im just going to say flat out that this post has no real purpose. If you're looking for mind stimulation you will not get it here. I merely have came upon a realization and felt like documenting it.

The day we got back from Disneyland we were so tired we decided to just get a grinder sandwich from Winco when we went to get milk, bananas, etc. While Kirk waited in the car with the kiddos, I decided to be a loving and thoughtful wife and grabbed a 6 pack of seasonal brews for the guy. After checking out and pushing my cart to the car I realized something:

The cashier did not card me.

Here's the thing; I don't mind getting older. In fact, Im looking forward to getting older and going through this life with my hubby, watching my kids grow, experiencing life with friends. Getting old doesn't bother me,. Honest. But still....I was stunned. Im 26, nearing 27. Aren't they supposed to card you if you look under 40 or something?! I decided Id just chalk it up to a busy Saturday and the lady just decided to trust me.

But then, a week later, Kirk and I went to dinner (kid free) and ordered drinks. Again, the dude did not card me. Now it was really starting to set in. Who are we kidding, my hubby definitely passes for over 21 (he's 30, receding hair line, beard, etc.) so when Im with him and don't get carded, I assume its because of him. But it made me think about Winco, then dinner....oh my gosh. Im actually getting old. Doesn't help that a friend posted pictures of a wedding she just photographed with whom the bride was a gal I clear as day remember holding at church as a newborn on her first Sunday. Its all just sort of hitting me.

Now, I know, Im not ACTUALLY old, but Im officially on the climb. And again, Im totally fine with it, but it still kind of catches you off guard when you first realize it.

Of course I decided to go through some photos and see how much I've really aged.

2002 Senior Picture
2003 when we first started dating
2004 Engagement picture
2005 Wedding Day
  2006 GFU Graduation

2007 Landon's Birth
 2008 Hawaii
 2009 Head Shot
 2010 Lydia Newborn
 Yesterday

After going through nearly 10 years of pictures, I realized something: I've lived a lot of life in the last 10 years. Its no wonder I may have aged....a little. Ah well....let's raise our un-carded mojitos and have cheers to wrinkles, dark circles, and stretch marks, shall we??!!

Oh, I also came across this gem of brunette me (this is what happens when your sister is in beauty school). Look at those beautifully smooth under eyes. Clearly, I now need to invest in some serious eye cream. Sigh.



Wednesday, November 2, 2011

My Baptism

This last Sunday was a special day for me. At first I felt sort of silly that it had been so long into my spiritual journey before I had done this. Its exciting when someone is baptized at the time of conversion. As they enter into that freedom which is Christ in our lives, there is an unspeakable joy that flows. A spiritual high, if you will. It's majestic. For whatever reason, I was never baptized when I accepted Christ. I had been baptized as an infant, but never out of choice and surrender. So I felt sort of silly standing in front of the church and being baptized after all these years. My relationship with Christ wasnt new and fresh and exciting, and yet, by baptism was so entirely romantic. 

It was sort of like one of those ultra romantic dates. You know, the ones when you first start dating someone and they take you on this date that's full of thoughtfulness, personal touches, and oozing with romance. Your heart has butterflies, you have a perma grin, and you feel so in looooove. Now imagine that same date, same attention to detail and off-the-charts romance and thoughtfulness.....after 15 years of marriage. Imagine one day your spouse wakes up and truly realized how much they loved you, with every ounce of who they are. They wanted to do something for you that would sweep you off your feet, something that would make you feel to your very core how deeply their love for you went. Amongst your busy everyday lives full of schedules, to do lists, personal growth, marital quarrels, spiritual struggles....they went out of their way to blow your mind with the most romantic date you could ever envision.

That's what my baptism felt like. I've been intimately in love with my Jesus for over 15 years. Although baptism seemed like something I should have done a long time ago, it had a sweetness about it this way I wouldn't change for anything. I kept hearing the lyrics, "This is the day that the Lord has made. Let us Rejoice and be glad in it!" From the moment I committed my life to Christ, and even before that day, the Lord knew that this would be my day to be covered in the holy water. To draw near to him in such a romantic way. He knew how much I needed that at this stage of my journey with Him. Following Christ for as long as my memory goes back, I yearn so deeply for newness. For freshness. For a dose of Christ that doesn't feel like anything I've ever known before. Anxiety builds in me when I start to feel stale in my relationship with Christ. I long for it to be intimate all the time. I know that there are times in my life He needs me to be in those quite places, to strive to be so still and hear his voice. Im in that place right now, and I hate it. But, Im trying to really glean what He has for me here.

For the last year or so I've been in this silent, distant place. I've struggled over why He would leave me here when Im pleading, begging, to be close to Him. Isn't that what He wants us to want? To my very core I long for that, and yet He has left me here for what feels like so long. A prayed every day to come out of this spiritual funk.

And then on Sunday, I was made new. I was washed clean of my past and given a fresh and clean spirit. Do you feel the romance there? Do you see what I've been shown? I remember reading in Gary Thomas's book Sacred Influence, "Too many wives want to immediately reap a long term investment in an initial deposit called 'marriage'." I remember when I read that how profound it was to me in my marriage. It takes time to get to that deep intimacy, years to build true unconditional love, to really know and respect your spouse. It takes going through life together, the struggles and the distant times, the times you had to lean on one another just to survive. Those are the things that get you to true intimacy and to a deep loving relationship.

We are Christ's bride. He loves us to our core, but sadly we are human. It takes us more to get there, but each step of our journey as we seek to draw near to Him and to join with Him in true intimacy, we too will love Him to our very core. God knew that in my journey I had gotten to a desert place. He knew I needed to be romanced, and so he planned the most personal, powerful, romantic date for He and I.

My baptism.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Disneyland

So Im finally getting around to blogging about our trip. Ive tried to give a few tips from our experience for any of you who want to plan a trip! I hope they help! Or, you can just scroll to the bottom and see the pictures:)

I booked our trip through Alaska Airlines. Their website was easy to use, the people I talked to on the phone were SO helpful, knowledgeable, and actually seemed (acted) excited for us and our trip. The emails they sent with all of our trip details were super detailed and helpful, they walked us through everything. I highly recommend booking through them. I did a lot of my research about the park on the actual Disneyland website, but booked through Alaska. You can get your park hopper tickets, plane tickets, hotel, shuttle, charater breakfast...you name it, through them.

We flew out Tuesday and after getting settled into our hotel we were able to walk over and enter the magical gates of Disneyland by about 4:00p. We had purchased a 4 day Park Hopper pass because 3-6 days were all the same price.

TIPS:
We stayed at the Best Western Park Place. It was literally directly across the street from Disneyland, the closest hotel there is. This really was a huge plus. The rooms were just fine, and the hotel staff was nice. The continental breakfast was stupid, but we survived. It was clean fully stocked, just cheap food and bad coffee. Heck, it was free.

We took the Disneyland Shuttle bus from the airport to the hotel (and back). I highly recommend this. Your options will tend to be this bus or a personal shuttle van. Though the bus makes several stops at other hotels, you DON'T HAVE TO USE CAR SEATS. Which means, we didn't have to lug them around at all. They stayed at home! This is huge when you are traveling with little ones, strollers, suitcase, etc. Two bulky car seats are a pain to have to transport everywhere you go.

When we first got into the park we rode the train that circles the perimeter of the park. This was perfect because Landon got to SEE all of the magical paradise we would venture into for the next three days. His eyes were huge, but nothing compared to his smile:)

Day two we got up and went into the park. I was surprised how many people were there! I told Kirk, and I will tell you, I cant imagine going during an "on" season. There was enough of a crowd during the off season! Some things that helped us get around despite all the people were a few apps I downloaded on my phone.

Walkee Disneyland iGuide- This gives you a map of the park, which can you chose to see attractions, character meets, dining, bathrooms, etc for both Disneyland and California Adventure. You can star the ones you want to do, and check them off once you do them. It gives you descriptions of each ride, height requirements, if they are scary, etc. You can click on each dining option and it gives your full menu, price range, and reviews. Its great to go on ahead of time and star where you want to eat so you don't have to decide when you get in there. This app also has a list of Wait Times. You can easily click and see what the wait time is for rides and know which one you should venture to. By using this app we were able to get on every ride in less than 15 minutes. We also took advantage of the Fast Pass for two of the longer rides we wanted to go on. It will show you park hours, events happening and when and where. I looked up all the parades/shows/etc before hand and figured up what was happening when so that I could map out what day we would see what and put it into our planner to make sure we got to see everything.This app was $4.99 and so worth it.

On Wednesday we did the Character Dining at Goofy's kitchen. It was a little spendy ($38/person), but it's vacation. You're going to spend money somewhere! Landon had a great time, got to meet a lot of the characters there so we didn't have to wait in the lines that instantly form every time a character steps out into the park. They came to the table, signed his autograph book, and took pictures. There was music, Landon danced with Pluto, and the food was good and plentiful. The other option is at Ariel's Grotto, which is where all the princesses are. Obviously, we figured Goofy's was a better choice for us. After dinner we rode the Monorail (in the captains cabin right up front!) back to Disneyland and caught The Magic, The Memories and You show which is a fun lights/music/slideshow of pictures from the park through out the day, displayed on It's a Small World. Long, tiring day, but so fun.

We got one early entrance on Thursday which was fun to, literally, be the first ones in the park. Considering we lost one of our tickets so I had to get there early to have them re print it and the lady told me that early entrance would be at 7:00 that day, and it was actually 8:00. We waited by the gate for an hour before anyone else. Kind of cool being the ONLY ones at Disneyland, I guess:)

We also enjoyed Disney Jr. Show, Mickey's Soundsational Parade and the World of Color show at California Adventure. Thanks to the Walkee App, I knew to go right into California Adventure when they opened and get a Fast Pass for the World of Color show. This got us right up front to watch it that evening. The parade was classic and so fun. It may have been one of all of our favorite parts. Kirk and Landon got ice cream and I got my traditional root beer float and sat on Main Street for the show. We saved this for Friday, so it was one of our last things to do. It was a fun way to end the trip.

Overall, it was a fun trip. Landon has pretty over stimulated and tired, but had a great time. He would get really nervous on each ride, but end up enjoying it (although never admitting it). I personally heard him give a few "woo hoo!"s on Star Tours, so he wasnt fooling anyone:) Lydia just looked wide eyed at everything and was such a happy little girl. She went on every ride with us except Splash Mountain, Matterhorn, Screamin Railroad, and Star Tours. She loved Its a Small World, and HATED the carousel! Landon's favorite was the Tea Cups and the Carousel. He also loved the Toy Story ride at California Adventure, but unfortunately the line was so long the whole time, we only did it once (right at opening).

Kirk and I were exhausted! We were in the park 4 days, which for us and the age of our kids, was plenty. We packed PB&Js for lunch each day and snacks for the kids so we only ended up buying dinner each day. Between all of our food, drinks, souvenirs, etc. we spent $290 out of pocket during the trip.

I hope this was helpful! I know when I was planning any tips and experience people had to share were super helpful, so I thought Id try and take the time to share my tips in case it helps any of you.!

Now onto the pictures....

Their first look at Disneyland
Landon on the carousel
Pluto
These two BONDED on this trip, let me tell you.
My and my lovey in Toon Town
Goofy dressed up for Halloween
Lydia waiting for brother and daddy to get done with the Tea Cups....again.
Goofy's Kitchen for our character meal
Our princess with Aladdin.
Landon and Minnie
Ummm....Lydia and Minnie. This is how she was for most of the characters, ha! (p.s. Please ignore the light reflection making my nose look HUGE!)
This might be my favorite picture of the trip. Check out how my daughter is scowling at Belle!
An attempt at getting my kids, in their ears, in front of the castle. Ya. Right.


the traditional castle picture
(drum roll please.......) Landon and Woody!!!!
And Buzz!!!!
Waiting for the parade.
"Hey look mama! It's the Lion King!"
Mickey himself!
Landon on the Tea Cups, his favorite ride.
Lydia sportin brother's sunglasses, and feeling pretty cool doing so.
As we are leaving the park: "So Landon, did you like Disneyland?"